The Oldfield 6

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Well I am taking a little break from my Clutter Club Day 4 of boot camp, check out the before and after. We are still under renos and I am on hold to fully finish my entry  way until D’Arcy gets the last of the wiring done but it is pretty much what it will look like just no cloest doors. I still need to pick up a floor shoe rack and a hangy thing that isn’t for stuffed animals, like the one currently there but I will have to wait tell I can use the car as the truck was acting up yesterday.

 And that brings me to my mini anxiety attack or at least that is what I think it is because there is no other explanation for it then that. I was headed to town with the twins to do a bunch of running around, wasn’t worried about the truck as it had behaved on the drive to Titia’s the day before, one of the things I had to do was head to another village via back roads. So as I started out a did my first stop no issue (5min from house) then as I am headed to town doesn’t the truck, I don’t no how to explain it almost like it down shifted, the whole truck and me rocked forward and slowed just a little but kept going. To say the least my heart was in my throat and pounding a mile of a minuite. I was ready to cry, this was the frist time anything had happened while I had the twins with me. So instead of going to the back roads I kept going straight to the city maybe another 5mins and to my Mom’s work to see if I could borrow her Van to finish up my running around, she wasn’t there.

 So with my heart still pumping and my chest feeling tight and holding back tears I turned the truck around and headed straight for home. I stopped at the community centre to let the boys play a little and try and calm down but it didn’t work at all. After 45mins  at the park I still felt awful and wanted to cry so I loaded up the boys and drove the last 5 mins home.

I didn’t do anything yesterday just sat in my room, looked at the computer and took care of the boys (lunch and nap time so not that hard). I just couldn’t get out of my funk and my chest was tight all afternoon, it didn’t calm down tell after dinner when my oldest and I took the car to town to do some shopping I didn’t get down earlier in the day.

To say the least my Mom is booked to come out with me Saturday with no kids to test drive vehicles. We are going to keep a fact sheet so I can go to my guy and say this is what I want and what I would like to pay or better, find it, and the best part is that he probably will.

Anyway just had to share my stress and now back to moving all my winter gear to the basement closet for the final step of todays work. 

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