All4them’s Crazy World!

So I’ve been told… by many… MANY… that I am my own worst enemy.

I am a thinker.

Correction.

I am a HUGE over thinker.

I over think everything. I have a very hard time letting things ‘come as they may.’ I have to overthink it.

It’s pathetic really.

Since meeting Jimmy (Two months ago today I might add…) I have tried very hard to stop my over thinking tendencies. So far it works.. MOST of the time.

In two months my feelings about relationships have changed drastically. I had no idea that you could love someone so quickly. I had no idea that I could trust someone so completely. I had no idea that I would want to spend all my waking time with someone I’ve only known a couple of months.

I’ve had two romantic relationships as an adult. One was my husband (ex husband of course) and one was ex boyfriend. I can honestly say this feels different than it ever has before.

I am happy.
I am content.
There is no fear.
There are no guilt trips.
There is love.. and lots of it.

I really had no idea it could be like this! No idea.

Things seem to be bolting along and I start over thinking and then I want to slam on the breaks. Or rather.. I think I should want to slam on the breaks. But the truth is that I DO NOT want to put on the breaks. I want to keep going and going….

I guess my late night ramblings are yet another over thinking session for me…

LOL.

SORRY!