As bad as it sounds…
I don’t want Brad to come home. I know I know that sounds horrible. I love him to peices (our wedding is 9 days away I’m so excited). But he came home last night for one night and now I just feel the NEED for him to be home. I was doing so well at first then he came home. I had that one night with him beside me and I want it so much more. He’s home again tomorrow for two nights…but then he’s gone again 
I can’t wait until the move is over and I can have him back.
