Almost ready to give up
AHHH….What a week. I don’t even know where to start. The car has broken down, the kids (mainly Caleb) are sick. Brad’s grumpy. I’m getting grumpy…and worst off Busy season just started. How am I going to last until the end of June without going mentally insane? The car couldn’t have broken down at a worse time. We were supposed to be in Minnedosa today (Caleb, Seth and I) for their speech therapy. But we didn’t make it there. Amber was able to reschedule us for May 21st though. It is a while away. But at least she wasn’t mad. I have to have Caleb in Brandon for his Behavioral Hearing Assessment. Fortunately a friend of mine out here is going to take me in. And she’s coming for lunch with me and my sister…added bonus since it’s Trish’s Birthday. The car is in the shop now. I have no idea what we’re looking at for cost. I am hoping to find out tomorrow. And of course, I am hoping it is not much. Poor Caleb has such a bad cold. He got sent home today with a fever from daycare. Him and I ended up napping most of the afternoon together. He is coughing so much he ends up throwing up. Poor kid. So on top of this assessment that can’t be rescheduled we’ll be off to the doctor for him as well. Seth and Hunter just still have the same cold. Brad is just grumpy from work. It’s not really that he’s grumpy. He’s just tired and wants alone time. And with my world falling apart I’m needing him and well it’s just not working. I’m just getting overwhelmed more then anything. Trying to figure out how to be a part-time Single Mom yet still keep Brad involved is a little hard to do some days. And well I’m trying to keep the kids calm. They are taking it a bit hard with no daddy around. Seth is taking it the hardest I think. Well off to bed.
